1. |
Zombie Lunch
03:02
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paper clips
ball point pens
what's the big idea?
politics
means to ends
poison in your blood
you become infected when you least expect it
there you go
ragged clothes
hunger setting in
the smell of blood
human flesh
think you're dead again
means to ends
ghostly puzzles
zombie games
things to do for fun
all that stupid shits the same
give me human blood
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2. |
The Clear Light
03:14
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behold, the wish giver holds your wishes
joy and persistent paths of least resistance
here you go
a secret space for you
so you can choose what you want
there's no exceptions
time spilling over
life flowing upward
you can't arrive here until your face is wiped clear
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3. |
Derealize
03:01
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impulsive urgency is pulling at your night gown
you reckon it's a television lifestyle
so easy for a humble soul to stay proud
that you can adopt into a white smile
return the favor you're a parent to a dead child
slip into indifference now entirely
this redemption of a sickening variety
will bring repentance into all of my entirety
enter the unknown
at least it's something new
out with the misdirection here's a clear painful point of view
to use
slip into an introspective revery
so much easier now that everything is dead to me
you ignore the message of your nightmare
communicative as an indestructive remedy
fall back into vegetation lifestyle
slip into into indifference now entirely
this will bring repentance to my lifestyle
sweet redemption of a sickening variety
it will manifest itself
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4. |
Holiday
03:07
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holiday in sleep
fading deep
it's what's teaching me
phasing back
time soothes thought loops
what you said to me
shapes my dreams
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5. |
Vanilla Beach
02:44
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you trapped yourself
it happened again
you'll never be free until your brain is dead
you be the one who controls everything
you are behind the curtains
i'm out in the seats
my body is heavy on vanilla beach
i'm feeling the waves coming up through my feet
my mind is ready
my body is weak
to step out of the circle and into the stream
i need you to see
yes, i need you to see
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6. |
Ash
02:55
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you saw the snowflakes fall into your car
from the cracked window
looking closely at your leg
the small white flakes don't melt
what you saw turned to be cigarette ash on your knee
see the water stare back at you
oh the things you do
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7. |
Affirmative Action
03:38
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tune into your station
here's some affirmation
now you can bare to let me in
find myself inside a red room
i don't really want to
but let me be a human like you
don't you find it synchronistic
so unrealistic
that you do the same things I do
once I sent a prayer to someone in the sky
who I informed of you
I can see her feet imprinted in the sidewalk
leading to the door
my door
the door of intuition
come into fruition
but let me have a moment to myself
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8. |
Anima
03:22
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tired of being put under the microscope while you stand and stare
took a trip down to the only avenue where you were not there
time slows down
and the universe reaches down
pulls you out
she gladly takes a train into a different place
to save the mind
just a simple change unto the temperature
she'll do just fine
time slows down
and the universe reaches down
you slow down
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9. |
Ghost Caller
04:12
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ghost calls you forth
into light
into fight
no one's right
one day you will want to find out the truth
you tell me
what do you firmly believe?
nowhere to run
world comes undone
back to the one
one day you will want to find out the truth
there is none
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10. |
Dear Prisoner
01:16
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I too love. Faces. Hands.
The circumference of the oaks. I confess.
To nothing you could use. In a court of law.
I found. That sickly sweet ambrosia of hope.
Unmendable Seine of sadness.
Experience taken away. From you.
I would open. The mystery of your birth.
To you. I know. We can change.
Knowing. Full well. Knowing.
It is not enough.
Poetry Time Space Death
I thought. I could write. An exculpatory note.
I cannot. Yes. It is bitter.
Every bit of it, bitter. Every bit of it, bitter.
The course taken by blood. All thinking deceives us.
Lead (kindly) light.
Notwithstanding this grave. Your Garden.
This cell. Your dwelling. Who is unaccountably free.
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11. |
Light and Motion
05:12
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seeping moonlight comes unfolded at nighttime
speaking souls into my existence
a fleeting view of something I once knew
this direction is looking familiar
I don't know why
it's just an intuitive notion
the perennial light
a strange lingering emotion you left behind
but this spectrum of thought is conscious
persistent reminder of conscience
a conflict of light and motion
a symptom of a blind devotion
nothing here now that you've disappeared
the same trees
same motions every year
in morning falling from etheric love
into a body i know nothing of
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12. |
7
02:27
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feels so nice to fake it
nice to meet you stranger
follow me for freedom
welcome to my kingdom
who is number 7
in the cult of heaven
follow me for freedom
welcome to my kingdom
join the cult
for christ, dear
you will feel so nice here
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13. |
Chameleon
02:55
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glowing spectre
you keep going and giving yourself
to the serpent inside you
you carved a hole through your forehead
didn't you find new pieces
to build your meaning
whatever could one find
in sole solitude of mind
fruit, sweet and from the vine
i'm your chameleon master mind
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14. |
Missing Basic
03:48
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now is forever the future happened the past is yet to be
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